Tuesday, June 14, 2011

第五十八颗核桃:How much I wish

"How much I wish
I was not that honest to tell you the truth
You are good
good in acting
good in gaining attention from others
which I am not
but that yours
I will never have a words about that
until the day
the day I freak out

How much I wish
I am no more afraid when hearing from you
I will never have the feeling of avoiding
even just your name appealing
you have no idea
no idea how hard I am trying myself look to be normal
once any talked about you
its just wanna make me
feel like crying here

How much I wish
I am totally out of your world
please don't update with me
how lovely or how sad you are
its hurt me
cause you have no idea
how I feel the untrue from your tone of voice

Please don't ever pretend to be a good one again
again in front of me
I have no idea how good you are
not now not in the future
you have your hardship
and I have mine
when you want the others to learn about you
can you learn too?

How much I wish"

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"How much I wish
my honesty would never break our friendship
you are good
good in sharing
good in accompanying
which I am not
and that all yours
I should never complain about that
even people love you more
until the day
I really love you as my beloved friend

How much I wish
I will always be the one you would like to share with
I will always appreciate and be appreciated
even when you are hanging around
you make me miss and care
of cause you know
you know how much you care and I care
once any talked about you
its just make me proud
proud as one of your friend

How much I wish
I am totally in your life
please do update with me always
how lovely or how sad you are
its warm my heart and hurt as well
cause you have no idea
how much I wish I could be there to help
and how much I wish I could be there to share

Please don't ever pretend to be a strong one again
again in front of me
I have no idea how weak you are
not now not in the future
you have your hardship
and I have mine
but you know I wish to help
if I couldn't do so
I wish to be there with you

How much I wish"


choose your own right wings and fly without doubt..
圣严法师
-走自己的路,不必比较-

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